a litttle piece of advice~

come across this story when i look through my friend page in facebook~

Came accross this JOKE.


Title : Child's impression on her father.

4 Years : My dad can do anything.
7 years : My dad is cleverer than your dad
14 years: Well, father does not seem to know that either.... Read more
19 years : Father is hopelessly old fashioned.
21 years : What do you expect? He knows nut.
25 years : Excuse him lah. He's getting senile(nyanyuk).
35 years : Let's get Dad's opinion.
40 years : Better ask Dad what he would do before we make a decision.
45 years : I wonder what Dad would have thought about that? He was pretty clever.
50 years : My dad was very knowledgeable and wise.
60 years : I'd give anything if Dad was here so I could talk this over with him. I really miss him.


although im not close with my parent,im still thinking..what if someday i suddenly lost them?

Obsession~

Tadi,masa tgh baring2 atas tilam,aku termenung sendiri.Macam2 yg aku fikirkan. Tapi ape yg paling menarik is,aku terfikir tentang ape yg Am and Puteri tanye kat aku malam semalam.

"Bob,knape ko macam laen je skrg?ko ade problem ke?"

Sebenarnya,aku sendiri pun x taw ape masalah aku and im trying to find an answer to dat question. Ntah laa~ bukannye aku x nk enjoy.siapa yg x nk enjoy kn? kalaw budak2 baek and mamat skema tu len cite ar.Stakat dok kat umah,surf internet and study dah leh wat dorg enjoy~

cuma,semenjak dua menjak aku da jadi kurang berminat untuk berhibur. Hari tu,time roadtrip,am ada ajak.tapi aku x pegi dgn alasan "aku malas". Bodoh giler jawapan tu. Best kowt pegi roadtrip,ramai2 dgn member.Haihh.knape la anda bodoh sngt encik pali? and,even smlm dol and aidil ajak pegi clubbing pun aku x pegi.

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sekarang ni mcm seolah-olah banyak benda yg mengusutkan fikiran aku neh.cuma,aku x tau macam mana nak mengungkap benda-benda tu dalam bentuk perkataan.haihh~ aku rasa,ni antara perkara-perkara yg mengusutkn otak aku:-

Study
Benda yg paling aku malas nk buat selama ni.then,aku rajinkn diri jugak untuk study.walaupun topik yg aku blajar sekarang ni macam bodoh giler,tapi aku paksa jugak diri ni untuk study. sebabnya?X nk sejarah dulu jadi balik and sbb parent dah suruh cmtu~

Someone
Masa mula-mula datang Bali dulu,aku dgn dia ok je.Boleh borak2,text and kadang2 hang out same.but,all of a sudden,tiba-tiba dia berubah,jauhkan diri and sampai delete aku dari friendlist kat facebook.Kalaw nk buat cmtu pun,xpe la.at least..giv me a reason plz.will you?

Assignment
Actually,it is not really assignment.Cuma beberapa task bodoh yg aku kene siapkan untuk block Medical Communication ni.it annoyed me~

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Actually,ade bnyk benda lagi.Tapi x tahu nk luahkan cmne.Benda-benda ni ganggu waktu tidur aku kowt.Kadang-kadang at times aku boleh x tidur satu hari. Tapi,ade hikmah jugak kowt.
Time aku x tido tu aku slalu borak dgn sum1(thru YM) and she cheers me up. haha,yea,its you. thanx cik Nurlyn Alysa.Dekuju=D

haihh.Da cukup la kowt aku membebel ni.Terima kasih kepada siapa2 yg sudi membaca.and, terima kasih jugak kepada bintang-bintang yg temankan aku selama ni~




p/s~Bila bersedih,cuba lihat ke langit dan cari bintang-bintang yg berkerlipan di sana.
Keindahan dan cahaya bintang mampu membuat kita rasa tenang~

goals of life?

"Nothing matters, we're all just cockroaches, wildebeests dying in the riverbank, nothing we do has any lasting meaning"


-words by Dr House(on facebook)

p/s~haha.nice words.but it can be true,aite?

shocked~

Kalaw benci sngt,takkan sampai delete from friend list in facebook kot?

stop and ponder~

What will happen if Angels actually are not really Angel?
What if it is actually a Devil in disguise that are trying to hurt you?

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but...

What if You actually hav an Ugly Duckling in your care?
and suddenly u you realise that when it grown up,it was actually a very beautiful Swan?





in any case,its just a metaphore,dat im using to express my feeling.. deep in my heart,im still confuse,wut hav i done wrong?

Ignorance from the person dat we love will hurt us deeply~

and..

that is wut im feelin now.Let the time goes by,and the answer will came.. Hopefully~

a moment of terror?

Hari ni start lecture for da new block,Medical Communication.sumpah busan mcm haram. naseb bek senang.at least lagi senang dari studium generale kot.haha.neway,im hoping for da best for my Studium Generale exam=D

Pagi2,jam 8 aku dah bangun.tibe2 terbangun awal arineh.On lappy,pasang lagu and then bukak buku,study2 sket.gler kowt~ x pnh2 aq bangun pagi tros study.haha.slalu bangun2 dgr,"fadh,bangun!!angkut da sampai" Suara si Boboy~sialan sungguh.haha.then kul 8.50,mandi, siap2 and tros gi kost Beto,nk amek dia gi lecture.smpai2 je,Beto ckp,"Fadh,ko pegi ar,aq x sehat ni" haha.jawapan yg selalu aku gune=D

then,aku pun gerak la menuju ke kampus Fakultas Kedokteran Universitas Udayana.Masuk2 lecture hall,perasaan tidak mahu membuka mata menjadi sangat tinggi.aku tahan sampai abes lecture.Bila aku ingt lecture da abes,tibe2 masuk sorg dosen(lecturer) ni.Bagi briefing pasal student project.sialan sungguh~ da ar banyak keje kat student project tuh.kene dapat sign Facilitator SGD lagi.haihh.dah naseb,nk wat cmne~


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dalam pukul 11 cmtu,aku sampai kat kost.tiba2 rase lapar pulak.lalu aku pun menuju ke warung "Baroqah".beli nasi campur then gi kost Beto,makan.Beto baru bangun.dasat sungguh=D

selesai makan,aku pun pulang ke kost.dalam jam 12 rasenye.lepak2 jap,then tros pasang laptop,pasang lagu and tros siapkan student project and learning task.tibe2 aku rase hari ni aku sngt rajin.enggak tau mengapa~


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jam 1.30,aku gerak kembali ke kampus,keseorangan sebab Beto masih malas nk pergi~ sampai2 je,tgk org ramai2 kumpul kat dataran dpn kampus tuh.aku tertanya2 ape yg berlaku sebenarnya.aq pun jalan menuju ke kumpulan manusia tersebut.Nampak abg Haniff tgh borak2 dgn k.Lala.so,aku pun tnye dia ape yg berlaku sebenarnya.



"hari ni ade prediction yg ada gempa bumi skala 8.8 skala ritcher akan berlaku dia Bali at around 3 o'clock"



whut da hell?! 8.8 skala ritcher Bali boleh hancur kowt.apatah lagi dgn sifat geografi Bali ni sebagai sebuah pulau.Ada risiko tsunami lagi~ so,aku pun pulang ke kost dgn perasaan berdebar-debar.sebelum balik kost aku panggil Beto dulu.xnk ape2 yg buruk terjadi. then kitorg gerak kembali ke kampus.

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lepas around 30 minutes kat kampus,baru aku ingt yg aku x bawak Passport and Kittas(kartu izin tinggal terbatas). haihh.plus risau pasal laptop lagi.so aku pun ajak beto balik and amek sume barang2 tu~

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jam 3 aku da kembali ke kampus.hati masih berdebar-debar.cuma satu je aku fikir masa tu. "am i ready for this?" x pnh expect pun benda2 cmni slama ni.

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3.05pm.. nothing happen~


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3.10pm. nothing happen~


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3.15pm. nothing happen~


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3.25pm.nothing happen~


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3.30pm.

alhamdulillah,xde apa-apa tremor yg trasa.maybe prediction tu silap. walaupun xde apa-apa yg berlaku,still,it was a terrifying moment kot.amat menakutkan.the thin is,earthquaketu 8.8 skala ritcher.very strong indeed.syukur jugak xde apa-apa yg terjadi.Hopefully semuanya akan selamat sepanjang di Bali ni.






"when they are in a comfortable situation,humans tends to forget about the word TERROR..
but when they are stuck in a very tight situation,they will have a full understanding of what TERROR means.." -fadhli





"kenapa manusia dilahirkan dengan perasaan?jika tiada perasaan,maka tidak akan ada rasa dipinggirkan atau diabaikan"