Friday, May 27, 2011

is it true?

someone post this on the twitter, and says it really resembles me. is it true? =.=

Friday, May 06, 2011



Its been awhile since last aku bukak blog ni. Actually banyak benda yang menarik happens, tapi..entah. Maybe just not in the mood to write.


Tiba-tiba hari ni ada pula mood nak update, so, here i am. Jam 5:08 am, and yet im not sleeping yet. Ni semua gara-gara nak pergi practical class kat RSUP (Hospital) Sanglah esok, err, i means, hari ni. Class pukul 8 nanti. so, bout 3 hours to go. I've stayed awake all nights and luckily im not that sleepy yet.


basically, my life now is much better. Im trying my best to enjoy my life here in Bali.





nehh. im lying. actually, im starting to feel bored in Bali. It seems like my activities was very limited here. No mamak stall, no Bintang walks, no shisha and most important thing is, im getting sick of the food here. theres no variety. I just missed all those foods back in Malaysia. The likes of nasi lemak,roti canai, tomyam, nasi goreng kampung, nasi ayam, nasi tomato and so on


But yet I still survive=) staying far from home had turned me into a stronger person, physically and mentally. Study was hectic, but i have to work hard so that i didn't dissappoint my parents again. I'll make you proud so that one day you can see me and tell people proudly; "Thats my son". InsyaAllah

Sunday, August 01, 2010

A Fresh Start

Yea,finally got some time to update=) life been quite hectic this pass few days. I just moved into a new place,and tell you what, I really fucking love this place, awesome! This place is call "Griya Permata". My room is on the upper stair of the building, and guess what, my room have two floors! =) Although, the room was quite small, but I love it. The 1st floor is where I put my study table, books, fridge and stuffs like that. It acts like some kind of living room. And, the second floor is where I will spend most of my time, the place where I sleep. haha. Yeaa, I spend most of my time sleeping *snore*.

Anyway, what i like most here, is the balcony outside my room. Its always windy even on the afternoon. I love to stand there in the middle of the night feeling the windy and gazing at the star. haha, I know it sounds boring, but i LOVE it!

Now, I need to continue working on my paperwork,since it hasn't complete yet =_=" i hope no more rejection from the doctor after this. Will show the pictures of my new place on the next post.

*kenapa bintang x berkelip-kelip macam dalam cerita kartun?**sigh*

current mood : ecstactic

Thursday, July 29, 2010


Finally..yeah,finally I have something to keep myself busy with. A paperwork that needed to be complete and submit this Monday. Actually it was a 2 weeks deadline paperwork but as usual:-

"Fadhli was every punctual boy who will complete his task the night before deadline"

Screw Me

Now,with only 4 days before the dead line, baru nak terkedek-kedek cari journal and berusaha
menyiapkan paperwork tersebut =_=" anyway,just now I know hard it was to search the journal on the internet *i mean for the medical stuff*

But hey,now is the time to make the full use of my insomnia, staying up all night to complete the
paperwork. I guess there are some good things bout being an insomniac =D alright, come on, less
bloging,less facebook-ing and focus on the journal *sigh*

*currently listening to The Kill-30 second to Mars*

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Restless Soul~

Tadi pergi berkaraoke bersama encik beto,aidil,maro,dol dan juga cik puan mahirah. Owh, brother sankaran pun ikut jugak tadi. Jam 10.55 pm, dari rumah beto, aku dengan beto pun terkedek-kedek naik motor menuju ke pusat karaoke Happy Puppy *da takde nama lain kot*. Yang lain semua dah tiba di destinasi. Sampai-sampai di destinasi tujuan, bermulalah sesi melontarkan suara. Sumpah puas la karaoke malam ni *maybe sebab dah lama tak berkaraoke*

Anyway, hari ni berpuas hati sebab dapat keluar bersuka-ria~ at last =D I hope the days to come will bring more happiness and satisfaction.

*currently listening to Endless Love(Glee Cast)*

p/s: yesterday just being laughed at by someone cause im hearing this song, but what can i do? this song haunt me for the whole week already =_="

Tuesday, July 27, 2010


Sumpah la da lama giler da x update blog neh. Tak tau apsal tapi memang takde mood la nak bukak,menulis,bercerita,berbicara dekat blog. So ni dah ada mood better la I start babbling again here. *yawn*

3.33 a.m. im still awake mengadap laptop kononnya nak siapkan paperwork. *kononnye la*
Tapi hampeh,last click2 mouse,tekan2 keyboard sampai jugak la kat FACEBOOK. come on la Fadhli,sumpah ko x de discipline =_=" besok nak kene jumpa Doctor tapi sekarang tak tido-tido lagi. xpe lahhh. tido lepas jumpa doctor besok je laa *grin*

"The Rationale Use of Antibiotics"

Sounds simple at first,tapi bila dah start buat sumpah blur la weh!! search internet, tapi keluar sume journal pelik-pelik. So i just randomly picks a few journal here and there nak bawak jumpa doctor besok~ sumpah da xde mood nak belajar dah, badan kat sini tapi jiwa da melayang balik Malaysia da kowt ToT takde la homesick ke apa,tapi ramai member-member da balik. Sumpah rindu nak lepak. takpe-takpe,sabar. Lagi 3 minggu je.*hopefully takde remedi*

Ermmm,what else about me? owh yeah. now waiting to move out into new house. yeahh!! x sabar nk tinggalkan my current house neh. Sumpah aku tak suka environment dia yg berdebu nak mampus. Plus,all my friends pun dah move out so dats also make me want to move out A.S.A.P~

Owhh,1 more interesting thing! im gonna be a senior soon! ahaha.bukan apa, takde la nak buli,ragging ke hape, cuma i just wanna see some new faces here *pretty faces hopefully* sebab dah agak bosan setahun menghadap muka yang sama je kat Bali ni. Hopefully I can mingle wells with the juniors, welcome~

Nothing much to tell because nothing interesting happens in my life *dats mean you dont have a life dude*. Maybe because i choose to spend my days in my room. my mistake i guess. I just go out from my room to play DOTA with my buddy. guess i should spend more time hanging around with em. Not like I am anti-social or wut "Hell NO!" but x tau la,maybe I'm afraid to enjoy myself to much. But hey,come on! i cant be like this life is not all about passing the exams with flying colours,rite? besides,my life as 1st year student have ended. time to take a deep breath because after this I am allowed to enjoy myself more. Hopefully JPA will consider since i already try my best.

My aims~:

1.finished the paperwork a.s.a.p
2.spend more times with friends=)
3. adjust back my sleep wake cycle
4.lose some weights{=_="}

dats all for now, gonna update more frequently after this *hopefully*

*you are who you are,nobody decide who you wanna be*

Thursday, May 06, 2010

Let's talk.Shall we?

finally,i have my very own formspring site.haha~ feel free to ask me anything

lets talk=)

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

MIsery Business~

its been a very harsh week for me and i make a lot of foolish things and mistakes. and,now,i regret the mistakes that i've done. Anyway,let by gone be by gone,all that i can do now is to make up for my mistakes and rebuild all the broken relationship that i've caused. Hopefully all will turn out well so dat i can take my exam on this Friday with peace=)

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Haunted Melody~

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved

Building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright

No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight

currently addicted to it,I Won't See You Tonight(part 1)-Avenged Sevenfolds

Monday, March 29, 2010

Big fish Small fish

"I dont care how many fish are there in the sea.
i dont want fish.i want you"

haha.chong post this on his facebook and also in his catched my eyes and so i post it here~ haha.true enuf though.when u like sum1,u will only keep your eyes on him/her only, no one else matter=) chill~the only difference is whether she is yours or not.that will make a very big difference though~

gosh~i think its been very long since i updated the blog.its not like i dont have the time but i dont have anything to share,now here i go,im updating this blog again.yeah!haha. in this past couple of weeks,i have extended my network of friends to the egyptian land(alexandria to be exact),and its all thanks to chong.*thanx bro* i met a lot of nice peoples *thru fb and ym of course* and having a good time making fun of chong wif them~ haha. thanks to him,i manage to know a super hyperactive girl,reen, nearly look alike but not twins, mas and wina and others which are shera,nara and others~ yeaa,i only know his girlfriends for know,and the gentlemen are yet to come~


its now 4.58 am in Bali,and holyshit! wut am i doing in front of the laptop! got class at 9 though=_=! yeaaa~dats my problem now,biological clock disorder or what other people call it INSOMNIA. dont know to handle it anymore and its fun though! haha. staying up late alone when other people are asleep and the complete silence feels nice~ haha.guess im becoming a nocturnal creatures now=D

the exams of Medical Professionalism is in two weeks time. better gear up though. haha. haven't touched the books since the second semester starts! haha.time to stop being such a lazy bum and move my ass and open the books.*what the hell* how on earth should i read about all this ethics and laws*sigh*

think,dats all,nothing much to share though,just current sucked into the lyrics of Here Without You by 3 doors down.

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

yeah,it really touched me,anyway before i end this crap,just wanna say "selamat berumah tangga Chong!"
haha.Time to enter the dreamland~