solitude~

haihhhhhh~
xtaw laaa.bila siang2,x rase pape sngt.tapi bila da tgh2 malam ni,baru trase sdey. keseorangan kowt~ haih.mmg sdey.1st of all,mmg la da dpt placement kat udayana.but,still,chong x dpt lagi placement kat mane2.aq risau and kesian kat dia.hari2 dgr leteran mak tercinta. i noe ur feeling chong,tapi dunnoe how to help u..dats y aq prefer diam diri bila start borak psl ni.kalaw leh, aku nk same university dgn chong.i enjoy my lyfe wif him.susah nk cari kawan jg sehati sejiwa ngan kita neh.i hope da best for u~

secondly,family.haihhh.da berkurun,tapi x settle2 lagi.im not close wif my parents.so,x rase ape sngt laa.but wut will happen to my sys and bro?dorg kecik lagi~

and,im missing my life at KTT.btol la org cakap.bila benda dpn mata,kita x pernah nk hargai.
tapi..bila dah xde,baru nk nyesal.haihhh.manusia,manusia.rindu nk men futsal malam2,shisha and yg plg pnting,rindu nk lepak gelak2 dgn kawan! i miss ALL of them! chong,boboy,josh,poyot, naj,acap,miq,dol,uncle,beto and ramai lagi laa.x larat nk tulis.

neway,need to keep myself happy,so dat i can entertain the person around me. hahha. they see me as a cheerful 'beruang',and i want them to keep thinking dat wat bout.so, be strong fadhli~



p/s~sory syaza,psl tadi tu.x bniat nk wat u marah