FLYing high~

tomorrow will be the day..haihh.akhirnye terbang jugak meninggalkan malaysia. bercampur baur perasaan ni. tapi yang pasti,sdih nk mninggalkan orang tersayang(u know who u are~) thanx for your post about me=) orang xkn lupe punye.hehe.

neway,x bawak laptop gi sane.so,of cos la susah nk on9 kn.paling cpt leh on9 time raya nnti. x taw cmne nk cntct mmbr2.haihh~neway,just wait and see laa..

BALI,wait for me,here I come~

Thank You Mom~

haha.arini agak hepy jugak laa~tadi,lepas amek adek tuisyen,tiba2 ibu berkata, "x nk cari barang untuk pergi indon ke nnti?xlama dah ni". and,i think dat shes rite.x lame da pun..tggl 3 hari jew lagi.so,lepas amek adek kat rawang,aku,ibu and adek2 tros gi one utama. tadi hujan lebat. kene drive slow2.tensyen~haihh.

then,smpai one utama.DAMN! parking pnoh.haihh.lupe lak hari neh hari ahad.so,pusing2 la cari parking.usha org2 yg nk klua,tapi,sekor pon x klua.haihh.beranak ke hape dlm one utama tuh.haha.dekat 30minit pusing2 baru laa dapat parking.haihh~pnat

then,sampai2,tros singgah pizza hut.adek kebulur.so,aku pun melantak ar skali!haha.then, tiba2 ibu ckp,"ayie nk hadiah ape untuk pergi bali?". aku tersentak.btol ke ibu aku ni. ingtkn dia maen2,tapi bila aku tgk muka dia,xde riak maen2 pun. aku pun fikir,ape yg aku xde lagi~

1.laptop
2.handphone
3.electric guitar
4.i pod

aku memang mengidam nk laptop,tapi ibu ckp,ayah mmg da plan nk beli,so mmg x yah beli laa.
then,electric guitar...mmg mengidam jugak.tapi fikir balek~haihh.kene study kuat kat endon nnti,yelaa..nk dpt at least 3 pointer.so,no point la kalaw beli gitar. so,either fon or i pod. fikir punye fikir,last2 i decide to take a handphone.so thats what i get=) nokia 5800 express music!
thanx ibu.i appreciate it.now i noe dat u never forget me actually. im really sory..

hari ni,ibu spend at least rm1800 for me alone.bila aku tenung fon yg baru aku dapat, aku dapat rasakn kasih syg ibu aku terhadap aku. siyesly,im happy,sad,terharu..sume skali at the same time.ahh..keluar jugak air mata. peduli hape org nk ckp..air mata seorang anak,yg selama ini buta kerana tidak nampak kasih sayang ibunya..

ibu,maybe ayie segan nk cakap semua ni depan ibu..tapi dalam hati ayie..



ayie sayang ibu!u r da best mother in dis world..

thank you mom.

You Are Not Alone(but,yes,im alone)

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

failure is not the end,it is the beginning of sumthing new=)

lagi seminggu je lagi i will be in malaysia.then i will be gone for good to INDONESIA. pegi BALI lagi.haha. tapi,pegi pun utk study,bukan leh mlancong.haha.tapi hati ni berbelah-bagi. hepy pun ade,risau pun ade.haihh.mmg la best nk fly,tapi...haihh.

1.pegi sane bukan dgn scholar,tapi dgn LOAN from JPA.
2.kene dpt 3.00 pointer untuk 1st year,kalaw x loan pun kene tarek balek
3.kene pakai duet sndiri dulu,mcm2 kne beli untuk gi sana.


tapi xpelaa.ni sume satu pengajaran:) x elok kite menyesali bnda yg da lepas.no point. jadikan ni satu azam untuk study btol2~

for the 1st year,my target is ---->> pointer 4.00 =D


insyaALLAH.

Failure is the best teacher after all

haihh.semalam dapat result for a level.3c.sape x kecewa kot.tapi x pelaa.tu satu ujian.

jika difikir-fikir mungkin ini yg terbaek buat diriku.failure is the best teacher after all.kalaw tidak menemui kegagalan,pasti diri ini akan terus lena dalam buaian kejayaan.jika ini yg terbaik buat diriku,aku redha=)

be strong~