A Fresh Start

Yea,finally got some time to update=) life been quite hectic this pass few days. I just moved into a new place,and tell you what, I really fucking love this place, awesome! This place is call "Griya Permata". My room is on the upper stair of the building, and guess what, my room have two floors! =) Although, the room was quite small, but I love it. The 1st floor is where I put my study table, books, fridge and stuffs like that. It acts like some kind of living room. And, the second floor is where I will spend most of my time, the place where I sleep. haha. Yeaa, I spend most of my time sleeping *snore*.

Anyway, what i like most here, is the balcony outside my room. Its always windy even on the afternoon. I love to stand there in the middle of the night feeling the windy and gazing at the star. haha, I know it sounds boring, but i LOVE it!

Now, I need to continue working on my paperwork,since it hasn't complete yet =_=" i hope no more rejection from the doctor after this. Will show the pictures of my new place on the next post.

*kenapa bintang x berkelip-kelip macam dalam cerita kartun?**sigh*

current mood : ecstactic

Finally~

Finally..yeah,finally I have something to keep myself busy with. A paperwork that needed to be complete and submit this Monday. Actually it was a 2 weeks deadline paperwork but as usual:-

"Fadhli was every punctual boy who will complete his task the night before deadline"

Screw Me

Now,with only 4 days before the dead line, baru nak terkedek-kedek cari journal and berusaha

menyiapkan paperwork tersebut =_=" anyway,just now I know hard it was to search the journal on the internet *i mean for the medical stuff*

But hey,now is the time to make the full use of my insomnia, staying up all night to complete the

paperwork. I guess there are some good things bout being an insomniac =D alright, come on, less

bloging,less facebook-ing and focus on the journal *sigh*

*currently listening to The Kill-30 second to Mars*

Restless Soul~

Tadi pergi berkaraoke bersama encik beto,aidil,maro,dol dan juga cik puan mahirah. Owh, brother sankaran pun ikut jugak tadi. Jam 10.55 pm, dari rumah beto, aku dengan beto pun terkedek-kedek naik motor menuju ke pusat karaoke Happy Puppy *da takde nama lain kot*. Yang lain semua dah tiba di destinasi. Sampai-sampai di destinasi tujuan, bermulalah sesi melontarkan suara. Sumpah puas la karaoke malam ni *maybe sebab dah lama tak berkaraoke*

Anyway, hari ni berpuas hati sebab dapat keluar bersuka-ria~ at last =D I hope the days to come will bring more happiness and satisfaction.

*currently listening to Endless Love(Glee Cast)*

p/s: yesterday just being laughed at by someone cause im hearing this song, but what can i do? this song haunt me for the whole week already =_="

Terumbang-ambing

Sumpah la da lama giler da x update blog neh. Tak tau apsal tapi memang takde mood la nak bukak,menulis,bercerita,berbicara dekat blog. So ni dah ada mood better la I start babbling again here. *yawn*

3.33 a.m. im still awake mengadap laptop kononnya nak siapkan paperwork. *kononnye la*

Tapi hampeh,last click2 mouse,tekan2 keyboard sampai jugak la kat FACEBOOK. come on la Fadhli,sumpah ko x de discipline =_=" besok nak kene jumpa Doctor tapi sekarang tak tido-tido lagi. xpe lahhh. tido lepas jumpa doctor besok je laa *grin*

"The Rationale Use of Antibiotics"

Sounds simple at first,tapi bila dah start buat sumpah blur la weh!! search internet, tapi keluar sume journal pelik-pelik. So i just randomly picks a few journal here and there nak bawak jumpa doctor besok~ sumpah da xde mood nak belajar dah, badan kat sini tapi jiwa da melayang balik Malaysia da kowt ToT takde la homesick ke apa,tapi ramai member-member da balik. Sumpah rindu nak lepak. takpe-takpe,sabar. Lagi 3 minggu je.*hopefully takde remedi*

Ermmm,what else about me? owh yeah. now waiting to move out into new house. yeahh!! x sabar nk tinggalkan my current house neh. Sumpah aku tak suka environment dia yg berdebu nak mampus. Plus,all my friends pun dah move out so dats also make me want to move out A.S.A.P~

Owhh,1 more interesting thing! im gonna be a senior soon! ahaha.bukan apa, takde la nak buli,ragging ke hape, cuma i just wanna see some new faces here *pretty faces hopefully* sebab dah agak bosan setahun menghadap muka yang sama je kat Bali ni. Hopefully I can mingle wells with the juniors, welcome~

Nothing much to tell because nothing interesting happens in my life *dats mean you dont have a life dude*. Maybe because i choose to spend my days in my room. my mistake i guess. I just go out from my room to play DOTA with my buddy. guess i should spend more time hanging around with em. Not like I am anti-social or wut "Hell NO!" but x tau la,maybe I'm afraid to enjoy myself to much. But hey,come on! i cant be like this life is not all about passing the exams with flying colours,rite? besides,my life as 1st year student have ended. time to take a deep breath because after this I am allowed to enjoy myself more. Hopefully JPA will consider since i already try my best.

My aims~:

1.finished the paperwork a.s.a.p

2.spend more times with friends=)

3. adjust back my sleep wake cycle

4.lose some weights{=_="}

dats all for now, gonna update more frequently after this *hopefully*

*you are who you are,nobody decide who you wanna be*

Let's talk.Shall we?

finally,i have my very own formspring site.haha~ feel free to ask me anything

http://www.formspring.me/fadhliadnan

lets talk=)

MIsery Business~

its been a very harsh week for me and i make a lot of foolish things and mistakes. and,now,i regret the mistakes that i've done. Anyway,let by gone be by gone,all that i can do now is to make up for my mistakes and rebuild all the broken relationship that i've caused. Hopefully all will turn out well so dat i can take my exam on this Friday with peace=)

Haunted Melody~

Cry alone, I've gone away

No more nights, no more pain

I've gone alone, took all my strength

I've made the change,

I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood

All the ones around me

I cared for and loved

Building up inside of me

A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free

Don't mourn for me,

You're not the one to place the blame

As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood

All the ones around me

I cared for and most of all I loved

But I can't see myself that way

Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away

No more nights, no more pain

I've gone alone, took all my strength

But I've made the change,

I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone.

Please don't follow me tonight

And while I'm gone everything will be alright

No more breath inside

Essence left my heart tonight

No more breath inside

Essence left my heart tonight

currently addicted to it,I Won't See You Tonight(part 1)-Avenged Sevenfolds

Big fish Small fish

"I dont care how many fish are there in the sea.

i dont want fish.i want you"

haha.chong post this on his facebook and also in his blog.it catched my eyes and so i post it here~ haha.true enuf though.when u like sum1,u will only keep your eyes on him/her only, no one else matter=) chill~the only difference is whether she is yours or not.that will make a very big difference though~

gosh~i think its been very long since i updated the blog.its not like i dont have the time but i dont have anything to share actually.so,now here i go,im updating this blog again.yeah!haha. in this past couple of weeks,i have extended my network of friends to the egyptian land(alexandria to be exact),and its all thanks to chong.*thanx bro* i met a lot of nice peoples *thru fb and ym of course* and having a good time making fun of chong wif them~ haha. thanks to him,i manage to know a super hyperactive girl,reen, nearly look alike but not twins, mas and wina and others which are shera,nara and others~ yeaa,i only know his girlfriends for know,and the gentlemen are yet to come~

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its now 4.58 am in Bali,and holyshit! wut am i doing in front of the laptop! got class at 9 though=_=! yeaaa~dats my problem now,biological clock disorder or what other people call it INSOMNIA. dont know to handle it anymore and its fun though! haha. staying up late alone when other people are asleep and the complete silence feels nice~ haha.guess im becoming a nocturnal creatures now=D

the exams of Medical Professionalism is in two weeks time. better gear up though. haha. haven't touched the books since the second semester starts! haha.time to stop being such a lazy bum and move my ass and open the books.*what the hell* how on earth should i read about all this ethics and laws*sigh*

think,dats all,nothing much to share though,just current sucked into the lyrics of Here Without You by 3 doors down.

A hundred days have made me older

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder

And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate

Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'

As the people leave their way to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated

But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go

It gets hard but it won't take away my love

And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done

It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

yeah,it really touched me,anyway before i end this crap,just wanna say "selamat berumah tangga Chong!"

haha.Time to enter the dreamland~

a litttle piece of advice~

come across this story when i look through my friend page in facebook~

Came accross this JOKE.


Title : Child's impression on her father.

4 Years : My dad can do anything.
7 years : My dad is cleverer than your dad
14 years: Well, father does not seem to know that either.... Read more
19 years : Father is hopelessly old fashioned.
21 years : What do you expect? He knows nut.
25 years : Excuse him lah. He's getting senile(nyanyuk).
35 years : Let's get Dad's opinion.
40 years : Better ask Dad what he would do before we make a decision.
45 years : I wonder what Dad would have thought about that? He was pretty clever.
50 years : My dad was very knowledgeable and wise.
60 years : I'd give anything if Dad was here so I could talk this over with him. I really miss him.


although im not close with my parent,im still thinking..what if someday i suddenly lost them?

Obsession~

Tadi,masa tgh baring2 atas tilam,aku termenung sendiri.Macam2 yg aku fikirkan. Tapi ape yg paling menarik is,aku terfikir tentang ape yg Am and Puteri tanye kat aku malam semalam.

"Bob,knape ko macam laen je skrg?ko ade problem ke?"

Sebenarnya,aku sendiri pun x taw ape masalah aku and im trying to find an answer to dat question. Ntah laa~ bukannye aku x nk enjoy.siapa yg x nk enjoy kn? kalaw budak2 baek and mamat skema tu len cite ar.Stakat dok kat umah,surf internet and study dah leh wat dorg enjoy~

cuma,semenjak dua menjak aku da jadi kurang berminat untuk berhibur. Hari tu,time roadtrip,am ada ajak.tapi aku x pegi dgn alasan "aku malas". Bodoh giler jawapan tu. Best kowt pegi roadtrip,ramai2 dgn member.Haihh.knape la anda bodoh sngt encik pali? and,even smlm dol and aidil ajak pegi clubbing pun aku x pegi.

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sekarang ni mcm seolah-olah banyak benda yg mengusutkan fikiran aku neh.cuma,aku x tau macam mana nak mengungkap benda-benda tu dalam bentuk perkataan.haihh~ aku rasa,ni antara perkara-perkara yg mengusutkn otak aku:-

Study
Benda yg paling aku malas nk buat selama ni.then,aku rajinkn diri jugak untuk study.walaupun topik yg aku blajar sekarang ni macam bodoh giler,tapi aku paksa jugak diri ni untuk study. sebabnya?X nk sejarah dulu jadi balik and sbb parent dah suruh cmtu~

Someone
Masa mula-mula datang Bali dulu,aku dgn dia ok je.Boleh borak2,text and kadang2 hang out same.but,all of a sudden,tiba-tiba dia berubah,jauhkan diri and sampai delete aku dari friendlist kat facebook.Kalaw nk buat cmtu pun,xpe la.at least..giv me a reason plz.will you?

Assignment
Actually,it is not really assignment.Cuma beberapa task bodoh yg aku kene siapkan untuk block Medical Communication ni.it annoyed me~

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Actually,ade bnyk benda lagi.Tapi x tahu nk luahkan cmne.Benda-benda ni ganggu waktu tidur aku kowt.Kadang-kadang at times aku boleh x tidur satu hari. Tapi,ade hikmah jugak kowt.
Time aku x tido tu aku slalu borak dgn sum1(thru YM) and she cheers me up. haha,yea,its you. thanx cik Nurlyn Alysa.Dekuju=D

haihh.Da cukup la kowt aku membebel ni.Terima kasih kepada siapa2 yg sudi membaca.and, terima kasih jugak kepada bintang-bintang yg temankan aku selama ni~




p/s~Bila bersedih,cuba lihat ke langit dan cari bintang-bintang yg berkerlipan di sana.
Keindahan dan cahaya bintang mampu membuat kita rasa tenang~