FLYing high~

tomorrow will be the day..haihh.akhirnye terbang jugak meninggalkan malaysia. bercampur baur perasaan ni. tapi yang pasti,sdih nk mninggalkan orang tersayang(u know who u are~) thanx for your post about me=) orang xkn lupe punye.hehe.

neway,x bawak laptop gi sane.so,of cos la susah nk on9 kn.paling cpt leh on9 time raya nnti. x taw cmne nk cntct mmbr2.haihh~neway,just wait and see laa..

BALI,wait for me,here I come~

Thank You Mom~

haha.arini agak hepy jugak laa~tadi,lepas amek adek tuisyen,tiba2 ibu berkata, "x nk cari barang untuk pergi indon ke nnti?xlama dah ni". and,i think dat shes rite.x lame da pun..tggl 3 hari jew lagi.so,lepas amek adek kat rawang,aku,ibu and adek2 tros gi one utama. tadi hujan lebat. kene drive slow2.tensyen~haihh.

then,smpai one utama.DAMN! parking pnoh.haihh.lupe lak hari neh hari ahad.so,pusing2 la cari parking.usha org2 yg nk klua,tapi,sekor pon x klua.haihh.beranak ke hape dlm one utama tuh.haha.dekat 30minit pusing2 baru laa dapat parking.haihh~pnat

then,sampai2,tros singgah pizza hut.adek kebulur.so,aku pun melantak ar skali!haha.then, tiba2 ibu ckp,"ayie nk hadiah ape untuk pergi bali?". aku tersentak.btol ke ibu aku ni. ingtkn dia maen2,tapi bila aku tgk muka dia,xde riak maen2 pun. aku pun fikir,ape yg aku xde lagi~

1.laptop
2.handphone
3.electric guitar
4.i pod

aku memang mengidam nk laptop,tapi ibu ckp,ayah mmg da plan nk beli,so mmg x yah beli laa.
then,electric guitar...mmg mengidam jugak.tapi fikir balek~haihh.kene study kuat kat endon nnti,yelaa..nk dpt at least 3 pointer.so,no point la kalaw beli gitar. so,either fon or i pod. fikir punye fikir,last2 i decide to take a handphone.so thats what i get=) nokia 5800 express music!
thanx ibu.i appreciate it.now i noe dat u never forget me actually. im really sory..

hari ni,ibu spend at least rm1800 for me alone.bila aku tenung fon yg baru aku dapat, aku dapat rasakn kasih syg ibu aku terhadap aku. siyesly,im happy,sad,terharu..sume skali at the same time.ahh..keluar jugak air mata. peduli hape org nk ckp..air mata seorang anak,yg selama ini buta kerana tidak nampak kasih sayang ibunya..

ibu,maybe ayie segan nk cakap semua ni depan ibu..tapi dalam hati ayie..



ayie sayang ibu!u r da best mother in dis world..

thank you mom.

You Are Not Alone(but,yes,im alone)

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

failure is not the end,it is the beginning of sumthing new=)

lagi seminggu je lagi i will be in malaysia.then i will be gone for good to INDONESIA. pegi BALI lagi.haha. tapi,pegi pun utk study,bukan leh mlancong.haha.tapi hati ni berbelah-bagi. hepy pun ade,risau pun ade.haihh.mmg la best nk fly,tapi...haihh.

1.pegi sane bukan dgn scholar,tapi dgn LOAN from JPA.
2.kene dpt 3.00 pointer untuk 1st year,kalaw x loan pun kene tarek balek
3.kene pakai duet sndiri dulu,mcm2 kne beli untuk gi sana.


tapi xpelaa.ni sume satu pengajaran:) x elok kite menyesali bnda yg da lepas.no point. jadikan ni satu azam untuk study btol2~

for the 1st year,my target is ---->> pointer 4.00 =D


insyaALLAH.

Failure is the best teacher after all

haihh.semalam dapat result for a level.3c.sape x kecewa kot.tapi x pelaa.tu satu ujian.

jika difikir-fikir mungkin ini yg terbaek buat diriku.failure is the best teacher after all.kalaw tidak menemui kegagalan,pasti diri ini akan terus lena dalam buaian kejayaan.jika ini yg terbaik buat diriku,aku redha=)

be strong~

AUSSIE mossie

wuuuu~da 3 hari kat malaysia baru nk post pasal gi aussie neh.hahah.bz sket laaa. nk wat medical check up lagi,wat passport,visa~haihh.bz sungguh. ok2.cukup2.post neh pun nk cite sal aussie,so x leh ngarut lebey2.haha~ ermmm,Aussie x jauh beza sngt owh ngan malaysia. just sejuk sket jew negara tuh.yg len same jew kot.

hahah.ni pict kat Coolangatta airport. dia i think KLIA wus much better kot:P

ermm,cakap pasal Aussie msti org ingt cik koala dan abg kangaroo en?haha.so,naseb bek sempat jumpe dorg:) cumel owh! rase mcm nk panggang je or pegi wat bbq.haha.



haaaa,ni cik koala.keje dia makan and tido jew.sleep for 18 hours per day:)\kalah aku owh. haha.
pkataan "koala" tu sbnanye bmaksud "no drinks".dat means koala ni x minum. dia dpt air drpd daun yg dia makan jew.dia cume akan minum bila dia saket or tlampau excited=D



yg ni pulak abg kangaroo.haha. mcm tikus pun ade rupe dia neh:) kan-ga-roo tu actually bermaksud i dont know~haha. believe it or not.
actually,zaman dulu,ade sorg zoology ni. org tnye dia,what is dat animal sir?and dia jawab, kan-ga-roo,yg bmksud i dont know.so,smpai skrg, haiwan tu dipanggil kangaroo:)








selain tu,xde pape sngt pun kat aussie ni.just 1 thing yg aq respect,aussies are very cautious bout zebra crossing.kalaw kat malaysia,org nk lintas lagi dia nk langgar.kalaw kat sane x.org x lintas lagi kereta da stop,giv way utk org lalu.ni sbb kalaw sape2 yg langgar pedestrian, akan digantung lesen and kene bayar saman yg tinggi.i think,bout 3000 aussie dolar kot:)

so,dats it kot,ni just some picture to show u guys hows australia looks like~

hell~

btol2 x de mood skrg neh.xtaw nape. da la esok nk gi aussie da.ntah laa,pape je la.
mcm2 problem dtg.xdenye benda yg nk wat happy! life sucks~

fairy~

currently obsessed wif this chick up there~ emma watson or hermione granger in the harry potter.cute~ having such a cute smile=)

still in the mood of harry potter even the new movie was very slow.haihhh. neway,i really feel like flying rite now.and i will be away for australia for 5 days.haha.tangkap gambar dgn cik kangaroo~ im flying,WINGARDIUM LEVIORSA~

solitude~

haihhhhhh~
xtaw laaa.bila siang2,x rase pape sngt.tapi bila da tgh2 malam ni,baru trase sdey. keseorangan kowt~ haih.mmg sdey.1st of all,mmg la da dpt placement kat udayana.but,still,chong x dpt lagi placement kat mane2.aq risau and kesian kat dia.hari2 dgr leteran mak tercinta. i noe ur feeling chong,tapi dunnoe how to help u..dats y aq prefer diam diri bila start borak psl ni.kalaw leh, aku nk same university dgn chong.i enjoy my lyfe wif him.susah nk cari kawan jg sehati sejiwa ngan kita neh.i hope da best for u~

secondly,family.haihhh.da berkurun,tapi x settle2 lagi.im not close wif my parents.so,x rase ape sngt laa.but wut will happen to my sys and bro?dorg kecik lagi~

and,im missing my life at KTT.btol la org cakap.bila benda dpn mata,kita x pernah nk hargai.
tapi..bila dah xde,baru nk nyesal.haihhh.manusia,manusia.rindu nk men futsal malam2,shisha and yg plg pnting,rindu nk lepak gelak2 dgn kawan! i miss ALL of them! chong,boboy,josh,poyot, naj,acap,miq,dol,uncle,beto and ramai lagi laa.x larat nk tulis.

neway,need to keep myself happy,so dat i can entertain the person around me. hahha. they see me as a cheerful 'beruang',and i want them to keep thinking dat wat bout.so, be strong fadhli~



p/s~sory syaza,psl tadi tu.x bniat nk wat u marah

voices from heaven~

haih.da lame x dgr suara org nyanyi untuk si beruang neh.tiba-tiba malam ni ad si cumel nyanyi untuk dia.hahah.sedap2.walaupun dia tgh demam,tapi stil sdap.cian dia. thanx cik cumel:)
u really cheer me up tonite:) dah la tengah sdey2. chat ngan dia,layan perangai dia yg manje2 tu.
hahahah.it really cheers me up~


neway,ad 3 minggu lebey je lagi kat malaysia tercinta neh,then i will gone for good. haha.
going to udayana,bali.Cmne la agaknye life kat sane nnti kn? ni pun passport x settle lg, medical check up pun still not done.haiyaa~

haih.xlarat maw mnaip lagi neh.badan maseh panas,pening2 lagi.so,cukup la neh~


p/s~thanx again cik cumel:)